Hello my sweet baby boy Mommy is feeling really bad about not coming on sooner to speak to you although i speak to you every day i really sould have passed by sooner. Your baby brother just takes up so much time as im sure you can see. Hes growing so fast you two would have been so close. Your bigger brothers are being their usual selfs driving mommy crazy baby. We have moved house too its been a nightmare but we are finally settling down. Mommy and daddy have just celebrated 4 years together ive lasted this long without loosing my mind with daddy well nearly hahaha. Words cant describe how much i want to hold you and cuddle you i miss you so much it never gets easier. I wonder if you hear me i wonder if you are close and if you are happy who you are with always remember mommy will hear you if you cry no matter where you are i will always send a huge hug xxx goodnight my angel xx