Hello baby boy Big huge cuddle mommy has not been on for a while i have not been very good i miss you so much. Lots has happened mommy and daddy threw a party for our engagement you were very much missed and it was my birthday. celebrating things like this without you just dont seem right i want you back in my arms i will put a picture up of mommy and daddy so you can see. I talk to you everyday my heart breaks so much. Daddy has quit smoking he has done a whole week im so proud of him especially as i drive him crazy hehehehe xx Mommy has to back to work soon i really dont want to it makes all this so real. Your big brothers are in trouble the state of their rooms was shocking boys are so messy x You are my moon and stars little boy i miss you a whole lot im sending the biggest kiss ever mommy loves you so much xxx